It is three months since gospel singer Sfiso Ncwane passed away, and his wife Ayanda is doing her best to create a life without him

Ayanda took to Instagram a few days ago to let her followers know she was going back to work full time, and also unveiled a new look.

“Back to [work] full time, with a new tittle, new strength, new order and new hair. New motto: He knows the way that I take, when He has tested me, I will come forth as gold ( Jobe 23:10) (sic),” she captioned the selfie.

Ayanda has kept a fairly low profile since her husband’s death, but has kept her loyal fans up to date about how her family is doing.

“Now that mom is also a dad, she gotta pick herself up and go to work. Thank you to everyone who came to pray with me yesterday, as I soldier on,” she captioned a picture with her sons a week ago.

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Ayanda shared several pictures of Sfiso, along with sweet messages about their life together on Instagram.

She has also spoken about how difficult it has been moving on without him

“Hmm Jesus….the “time heals” process is not working for me. The only thing that makes me accept that you are gone to be with the Father in heaven and that you are happy, is to see you in my dreams telling me how beautiful the place you are at, and wiping my tears in the dream and comforting me with long soft & warm hugs, and I will wake up and weep deeply in joy and obviously hope the dream will last longer, so that I can see you (sic),” she wrote.